YELLOW! I feel so ? ARGHH! Feeling damn full of effing shit right now. One, i was RM today at the bus stop, 99.9% waiting for that person. Then ZX? OMG no need to talk about that person. Ryan? Freakin' asshole why can't you just accept the fact that I need time alone and that I don't always need to be with you to feel entertain? Ryan seriously, you get pissed at me for going out with Jielun and Nick? Seriously, you get pissed because I didn't tell you? Must I tell you everything? Ryan I respect you as my bestfriend, I like being around you, but I need my own space too. I don't need you to be like my parents breathing down my neck!
Anyways, left school at 12 plus because Grace, Megan, Amanda, Rebecca, Gen, Jia Hui & I went to VJC for the Amazing Forensic Science Race! haha! Amazing right! RIGHT! haha, though we didn't win, it was fun (: HAHA! I swear the labs are so much cooler then our labs, but then again.. JC wad, standard higher wad.. HAHA! Went home after that and I swear I should have waited at the bus stop for another 20 mins for Cairyn.. and ZX. Poor me. Went home, saw that effing bitch's face and couldn't stand it anymore. Showered and felt like sleeping but just couldn't. Didn't want to stay at home and see her, so went to meet NICHOLAS ISSAC McCONRICK! I swear he is damn good in cheering people up! HEE! Brought me to TM to buy the ring I was searching for but couldn't find, then cabbed to Raffles to get me JCo donuts :) then cabbed to Orchard where I helped him find a shirt for Aunty Penny's birthday bash.. I feel so happy that I'm going, but now? Ryan always tell his aunts and uncles I'm his girlfriend.. but now? All Ryan's fault la! Went back to Nick's house for dinner. I swear Nick's mum makes the best steaks! Hee (: I felt so damn effing awkward when his mother kept asking me where Ryan was the whole day because he told her that he was with me. Bloody Ryan always getting into trouble. Thank god Nick saved me, but then when Nick and I were looking through the CDs in his room Ryan had to call and make us pick him up. Bloody shit, but I kinda feel bad cause this is the first time he drank that much. But what am I suppose to do? Just forgive because he has a drinking problem? That way both of us will be the first ones to get damaged livers! I seriously hate this fucked up emotions
