Hey,
depressing day for my i guess...
went for piano in the morning (DAMN FUN!)
went to parkway (damn boring)
went to funan (damn boring)
bought MP4... cable! HAHA!
Chinese dictionary, sick of using the manual one, damnit i'm laazy!


Came home and spent my time reflecting,
dont know why I suddenly feel so emo,
maybe it's because of Sean Kor Kor...
talk to him & both of us will be like so emo...
but it's not because if that,
just don't know why...


Just don't know why I still think about him! (don't worry Gladys, i'm not talking about Justin I SWEAR!)
God!
Still thinking about that day,
I asked him when his birthday was, he told me _____,
sry don't want you ppl to know who.
It's very obvious if I state his birthday... (and no aishah, it's not your duck)
but anyways, you asked me for mine,
I said 5th November...
And you said you wanted your birthday to be around mine,
so that you won't feel so old that early (:
but yet I said I hated it, and when you ask me why...
I said because everyone's overseas to celebrate it with me...
and I'll never forget the promise you made,
you said that you'll be there on my birthday with a cake to celebrate for me...
that I don't need a party at East Coast or Raffles Town Club...
But what's this? I wouldn't be able to get your promise...
Where did it go? And even if I ask you now, I bet you wouldn't even remember the promise,
will you even remember me?


And I can't believe I gave you up to a girl I met not long ago,
I can't believe I helped her understand you better,
and she ended up giving you up, hating you...
all because you wouldn't accept
not even as a friend...
tell me what to do will you?
to run back to you?
or to stay away?
stop making me bleed my heart for you!
how can I love someone else when you broke my heart?
how can I love Ryan if I don't have a heart? But it's not like I love Ryan or anything...
Just using the boy as an example, since only he knows who the person is...
LUCKY GUESS RYAN! you won't be that lucky next time...
*sigh*


so am I to love you or hate you,
you definitely can't expect me to feel neutral...
so I think the lyrics to the song I Hate Everything about You by Three Days Grace & Cup of Coffee by Garbage describes what I feel about you now...



I Hate Everything about You by Three Days Grace


Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it



I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Cup of Coffee by Garbage

You told me you don´t love me
Over a cup of coffee
And I just have to look away
A million miles between us
Planets crash into dust
I just let it fade away

I´m walking empty streets
Hoping we might meet
I see your car parked on the road
The light on at your window
I know for sure that you´re home
But I just have to pass on by

So no, of course, we can´t be friends
Not while I´m still this obsessed
I guess I always knew the score
This is how our story ends

I smoke your brand of cigarettes
And pray that you might give me a call
I lie around on bed all day just staring at the walls
Hanging round bars at night
Wishing I had never been born
And give myself to anyone who wants to take me home

So no, of course, we can´t be friends
Not while I still feel like this
I guess I always knew the score
This is where our story ends

You left behind some clothes
My belly summersaults when I pick them off the floor
My friends all say they´re worried
I´m looking far too skinny
I´ve stopped returning all their calls

And no, of course, we can´t be friends
Not while I´m still so obsessed
I want to ask where I went wrong
But don´t say anything at all

It took a cup of coffee
To prove that you don´t love me

Saturday, August 11, 2007 how do i live without you . Y

stefanie WELCOMES you.



STEFANIE
051193

Loves music to the core, music gives her life. She absolutely loves badminton too. She's a bit of an alcoholic cause she just loves red wine. She's a little weird cause she laughs a lot and almost everything she has is orange so you know what's her favourite colour. She think coffee is the best beverage ever and she thinks her bestfriend Ryan is hotter than you!

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