Life sucks like hell!!!
just feels like one hell of a roller coaster, just that at one turn,
I fell off the roller coaster & I managed to grab on to the side of it,
holding on to my dear life...
but now, I just wanna let go of everything and restart over...
tired of holding on to the side of the roller coaster,
just wanna let go..
even if it means letting go of everything i have.
even if it means letting go of my dear life...
why does everything so complicated?
just when I thought they really meant it,
that they really saw it...
I was overjoyed, i scared myself for nothing...
but too bad I realised that this wasn't true,
guessed i found it out when they were counting... and I heard them saying 9 people.
And I knew immediately that I was lying to myself...
Why?
WTF did I do?
I thought they were --- .
Especially when she told me that I was in it, during the chalet...
